Madeline Dawn Sikes - I Don't Want to Be Yr. Friend Anymore

 

116 mins, March 2026

 

Bigger, better, and gayer. I will be very embarrassed when the people who these songs are about hear them.

 

TRACKLIST

 

1. A Life (2009 - 2026)

2. Hot Trans Girls Against Eye Contact

3. Castration Tour

4. Water Under the Bridge

5. The Ghost of Takashi Mizutani + Something Else

6. The Opposite of Superlatives

7. Click Track

8. No sé hablar español

9. Minneapolis

10. Devil/God/Devil/God

11. Drink Iodine-131, Baby

12. (Please Don't) Drink Away Yr. Sorrows

13. Take a Hint

14. Rats Into Horses

15. I Look Good w/o a Shirt On

16. Trash Trannies (Puppy Howls at the Moon)

17. Say No

18. Please Be Happy Forever

19. Again + Again

20. A Request for New Guitar Strings

 

-I DON'T WANT TO BE YR. FRIEND ANYMORE-

Madeline Dawn Sikes - Junk Heap Backpacking E.P.

 

30 mins, February 2026

 

Throwaways from LP2

 

TRACKLIST

 

1. I Want to Be Yr. Shining Star (first ver.)

2. Girls Kissing Girls

3. I Need to Stop Dreaming of Having Sex With You

4. Fall Asleep Forever

5. Song Against Bandlab (The One With the Soldering Iron)

6. Pent Up Pup vs. Hot Car

 

 -JUNK HEAP BACKPACKING E.P.-

Madeline D. Sikes - I Want to Be Buried in an Unmarked Grave

 

97 mins, February 2026 

 

Kind of a reissue of Bill Withering, kind of not. This is the original tracklisting, how the album was intended to be listened to before I became a pussy about it. It's not very good, really embarrassing even, but I still like Autogynephilia and Eulogy a good bit. Some of the track transitions are kinda iffy but I was too lazy to fix them. Don't listen to this album. Also don't listen to Bill Withering. Thanks.

 

TRACKLIST

1. Dead Leaves

2. The Horror!

3. a Haunting

4. Mariana

5. Campfire Song I: We All Have a Skeleton in Our Closet

6. Autogynephilia

7. Fags of the Sea

8. Soundtrack to My Suicide

9. Untitled (Fake)

10. Birds

11. Eulogy (for Madeline D. Sikes)

12. Campfire Song II: I Don't Want to Die, But Our Pseudo-Gods Need Tribute

13. Static 

Madeline Dawn Sikes - Internet Handle for a Sixteen Year Old Girl

 

 

48 mins, January 2026

 

TRACKLIST

 

1. Listen to My Song

2. Accidentally Burning Bridges

3. Renner (I Can Manipulate You)

4. Failure

5. I Like to Make Everything About Myself

6. License 2 Kill

7. The White Aryan Twink

8. Sebadoh Count

9. Little Rat

10. Internet Handle for a Sixteen Year Old Girl

11. I've Decided Once Again That I Hate My Body and Want to Die

-INTERNET HANDLE FOR A SIXTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL-

Joe Totale - Eternal Scaffolding to Yr. Love

181 mins, December 2025

 

Shitty addon to Bill Withering. The final song was meant to be on the very first draft of what Bill Withering became but it was eventually scrapped. The rest are just random recordings. 

 

 TAPE 1

1. [untitled]

2. [untitled]

3. [untitled]

 

TAPE 2

 

1. [untitled]

2. [untitled]

 

 

-ETERNAL SCAFFOLDING TO YR. LOVE-

Joe Totale - Bill Withering

 

273 mins, November 2025

 

Formerly titled "The Road Ahead Is Rough" for those who've known me for a while. "I Was Always Cold" was originally by Natural Snow Buildings (written by Isengrind and TwinSisterMoon) and the third track on tape 3 side A samples "Points of View" by Country Teasers (written by Ben R. Wallers). Other credits are listed in album download.

 

tape 1 side A

i. Final Breaths of the Homeowner

ii. Bill Withering

iii. Suicide House, pt. 1

iv. the Woods

v. [untitled]

vi. [untitled]

vii. The Horror!

viii. [untitled]

 

 tape 1 side B

i. Smashing Mirrors

ii. Send More Crickets to the Missionaries, pt. 2

iii. [untitled]

iv. [untitled]

v. Pent Up Pup vs. Hot Car

vi. Mariana

vii. Campfire Song I: We All Have a Skeleton in Our Closet

viii. Autogynephilia

 

tape 2 side A

i. My Conceptualization of You

ii. Sanctuary

iii. Girls Kissing Girls

iv. I Am Mark E. Smith

v. [untitled]

vi. [untitled]

 

tape 2 side B

 

i. Fags of the Sea

ii. I Was Always Cold

iii. [untitled]

iv. [untitled]

v. [untitled]

 

tape 3 side A

 

i. [untitled]

ii. Futanari

iii. [untitled]

iv. Birds

 

tape 3 side B

 

i. Eulogy (for Madeline D. Sikes)

ii. Campfire Song II: I Don't Want to Die, But Our Pseudo-Gods Need Tribute

iii. Don't

iv. Suicide House, pt. 2

v. ...for All I Know Now Is Snow

vi. [untitled]

vii. Two Nude Bodies in Impermanent Static Acceptance

viii. First Breaths of the Homeowner

Mystical Onion's Unknown Broken Arms + Legs Exhibition - "The World Is Out to Get You!!!!! Destroy Everything Now!!!!!!!" b/w "Sunny9's International Block on Foreign Trade"

 

12 mins, November 2025

 

SIDE A

 

A1: The World Is Out to Get You!!!!! Destroy Everything Now!!!!!!! 

 

SIDE B

B1: Sunny9's International Block on Foreign Trade

B2: Very Hairy Lineman

 

 

-THE WORLD IS OUT TO GET YOU!!!!! DESTROY EVERYTHING NOW!!!!!!! b/w SUNNY9'S INTERNATIONAL BLOCK ON FOREIGN TRADE-

Joe Totale - [untitled]

 

65 mins, November 2025

 

The photo that the cover art uses was taken by Iarisa Fedotova

SIDE A

[untitled]

 

SIDE B

 

[untitled]

 

 

-[untitled]-

Joe Totale - Send More Crickets to the Missionaries

 

 

53 mins, September 2025

 

SECTIONS 

 

i. Alive, Above, Ahead of the Billowing Storm Clouds Thundering Down

ii. Repetition for the Soul (I Exchange Glances w/ Ben Wallers + Peter Råberg and Head on Home)

iii. Please Notice Me in the Dark

iv. Send More Crickets to the Missionaries - False Poem

v. Time Is Just a Construct, Please Move On

 

 

-SEND MORE CRICKETS TO THE MISSIONARIES-

Joe Totale - Estradiol

 

86 mins, September 2025

 

SIDE A

 

i. Forgetting in the Past-Tense

ii. Ethical Disassociation

iii. My God Loves Me More Than It Loves You

iv. Sleep Faster

v. Acceptable Losses

vi. Camcorder

vii. Losing Blood

viii. Sleeping in Snow

ix. You'll Love Me in a Past Life

 

 

SIDE B

 

i. Below the Ice

ii. Conscious Disconnect

iii. Potential Loss of Focus

iv. I wished to die inside of you

v. Sad-Eyed Lady

vi. Estradiol

vii. Internet Handle for a Sixteen Year Old Girl

 

 -ESTRADIOL-